The Divine Discontent

 THE DIVINE DISCONTENT

Sensitizes, tunes into the reality of the unseen, immaterial, forces of life, sensing that it is

          fact, a much subtler, higher plane of being, that "IS" accessible to the consciousness of the 

          "ONE" it becomes almost impossible, to live within this type of mundane partnership. Life

           has become in reality, a relative prison of sorts.

           This discontent comes from the fact that the planet Neptune, the planet of illusion, sensitizes,

           and desensitizes, for one's own protection, on certain levels, tuning into the reality, of the 

           source, unseen, and immaterial, forces of life.

           It can become, and probably already has, very confusing, and certainly, off track, tuning into

           the unseen, forcing one to try and analyze exactly, "What Is Real" or Not?

           When sensing that there a much subtler, higher plane of being, which is accessible to human

           consciousness. It is often difficult to patiently live the mundane existence, while testing and 

           bursting out all over the place, mentally, physically, spiritually, and ethereally.  It is almost 

           impossible to keep both feet grounded, while existing within the material world.

           The force within our lives pushes us to realize that no satisfaction, or liberation, on any level,

           will come easily, while constantly seeking the "IDEAL" for which we are responsible, duty

           bound, (SATURN) to make our lives Ideal, through our own creativity, and devotion. We must

           go within.

           We must do this in order to live the "Ideal" while consciously making our own lives, "Real".

           There is no use in always looking unrealistically, for the "perfect personal relationship, or

           situation." This just gets in the way, and makes one "hung up" on a pedestal, or pictured images

           of what perfection could be.

           Thus, driving ourselves and significant others to want to run, and escape, from the inevitable

           pain of everyday life, in general.

           Naturally, an extremely sensitive person may need to live in an environment, or to have a type

           of work, which at the very least does not deplete his or her psychic energy, through the unavoid-

           able conflict of constant stress related differences, and or, disputes.

           However, to insist, that everything be perfect, before we will try and live it to the fullest extent,

           before we commit ourselves to relating in this way completely - is an attitude which most def-

           initely insure that we will never feel any king of inner peace at all.

           Relationships are not simultaneously perfect. This tendency toward identifying with all others,

           however, although, it is no doubt a fine spiritual quality, it must be related to practical facts,

           or else one leaves ones Jupiter (openness) open to being manipulated, used, and even exhausted,

           on all levels, by the demands of others, if not overwhelmed completely.

           It is a rare person, who does not, in fact, need some kind of help, some king of relief, or aid,

           at some time.

           Just because we sense that we are "ONE" with the greater whole of all life, (as well as with

           significant partners, business, or otherwise) does not mean that we have the energy, or the

           resources, within us, us, to sustain, all living creatures. No, is still a quality word.

           So often the pouring out of every ounce of vital resources, in the futile attempt to satisfy 

           the insatiable sense of obligation to others.

           This is a misunderstanding, and misapplication, of the spiritual ideals, often accompanied

           by various forms of self-delusion, about the levels, of the spiritual development overall.

           One must have Saturn (The physical teacher) grounded, necessities into a healthy attitude,

           toward all without dissolving into chaos. Definite boundaries appreciates the value of 

           boundlessness.

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